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再見了,過去的我:本屋大賞得主、暖淚系作家小川糸滋潤心脾之作。首刷附贈{小川糸印刷簽名扉頁}: : 2011PREMIO BANCARELLA2013Le Grand Prix Eugnie Brazier
作者: 小川糸 | 譯者: 王蘊潔
我的心就像乾貨泡了水
又比昨天柔軟了一點點
讀完這本書,感覺就像重生。
本屋大賞得主、暖淚系作家小川糸滋潤心脾之作。
又比昨天柔軟了一點點
讀完這本書,感覺就像重生。
本屋大賞得主、暖淚系作家小川糸滋潤心脾之作。
▍你一如往昔,
▍而我再也回不到過去。
我回到家鄉,巧遇國中的初戀情人成哉。他成熟許多,但笑容依舊,我的胸口頓時有種被橡皮筋綁緊的感覺。然而,我們卻無法輕易為重逢高興──因為當年要好的同學山田,在今年春天離開這個世界了。
七年不見,我們到底是怎麼了?山田選擇走上絕路,成哉放棄了大公司的工作。而在這些日子裡,我結束了一段不倫戀愛,在曾經滿懷憧憬的夢想工作中,被傷了又傷。我的心,已經嚴重磨損了。
成哉突然邀請我去他的「老家」見「義父母」。也許是想要改變一下內心混沌的風景,我想都沒想就答應了。沒想到,成哉的老家竟然在一個我從來不曾想過的地方。我的內心深處,大概很渴望遠走高飛。就去那裡看看吧,即使我已經決定,一輩子都不會再笑了──
▍希望有一天,我能夠對即將往前的自己說──
▍不要再回來這裡了。
〈生命的循環〉
那個女人離開這個世界了。
她留下一個破舊的行李箱給我,我一點也不想要。
我到底為什麼要拖著它來加拿大?
我以為只要她死了,我就自由了。
但在這個她生下我的國度,不愉快的記憶不斷浮現。
也許必須等到我自己離開世界,一切的痛苦才會結束……
〈乳房森林〉
我在「乳房森林」的第一個服務對象,是曾被母親拋棄的高中男孩。
他吸著我的乳房時,我立刻想起剛離開不久的孩子。
抱著他小小的身體、餵他喝奶,當時的幸福心情在內心甦醒。
即使失去了孩子,我的身體卻仍持續在分泌母乳。
每天都脹得發痛的乳房、沒有用的乳汁,現在能對別人有所幫助——
這件事成為我的救贖。
▍再見了,___ 的我。
被困住的心,如果有一片沒有盡頭的藍天與草原──
被傷過的心,如果有一個願意全心全意接住的人──
被掏空的心,如果有一次重新來過的機會──
悲傷的終點,可以不再是悲傷嗎?我的心,就會回到對的位置吧。
三個即將與自己告別的女人,三個期待著全新自己的人生。
再見了,裹足不前的、畏懼世界的、傷痕累累的我。
再見了,過去的我。
作者
小川糸(おがわいと)
作家。以《蝸牛食堂》一書出道,一舉成為超級暢銷之作。該書於2011年獲得義大利書報亭文學獎(PREMIO BANCARELLA),2013年獲得法國尤金妮.布哈吉耶小說獎(Le Grand Prix Eugénie Brazier )。《蝸牛食堂》被改編成電影,《鶴龜助產院》、《山茶花文具店》、《獅子的點心》陸續被改編拍成電視劇。《山茶花文具店》、《閃亮亮共和國》、《獅子的點心》皆入圍本屋大賞。
著有《再見了,過去的我》、《超簡單熱壓三明治》、《山茶花文具店》、《閃亮亮共和國》、《獅子的點心》、《永遠的院子》、《山茶花情書》等書。
譯者
王蘊潔
譯書二十載有餘,愛上探索世界,更鍾情語言世界的探索;熱衷手機遊戲,更酷愛文字遊戲。
譯有《解憂雜貨店》、《空洞的十字架》、《哪啊哪啊神去村》、《流》。
著有:《譯界天后親授!這樣做,案子永遠接不完》
小川糸(おがわいと)
作家。以《蝸牛食堂》一書出道,一舉成為超級暢銷之作。該書於2011年獲得義大利書報亭文學獎(PREMIO BANCARELLA),2013年獲得法國尤金妮.布哈吉耶小說獎(Le Grand Prix Eugénie Brazier )。《蝸牛食堂》被改編成電影,《鶴龜助產院》、《山茶花文具店》、《獅子的點心》陸續被改編拍成電視劇。《山茶花文具店》、《閃亮亮共和國》、《獅子的點心》皆入圍本屋大賞。
著有《再見了,過去的我》、《超簡單熱壓三明治》、《山茶花文具店》、《閃亮亮共和國》、《獅子的點心》、《永遠的院子》、《山茶花情書》等書。
譯者
王蘊潔
譯書二十載有餘,愛上探索世界,更鍾情語言世界的探索;熱衷手機遊戲,更酷愛文字遊戲。
譯有《解憂雜貨店》、《空洞的十字架》、《哪啊哪啊神去村》、《流》。
著有:《譯界天后親授!這樣做,案子永遠接不完》
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★★★★★ 5
ABSOLUTELY A MUST for Omegaverse Girls!!!
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE Jillian West and her books!!! I’m so happy I already bought book two and now I have to buy the others for the Assurance Security series!!
Not gonna lie Val kind of annoyed me at the beginning but she grew on me!! Her men are chef’s kisses!!! Holt annoys me some but I can let it slide. I already bought part two so I’m going to be reading that in between work phone calls!!!! DON’T TELL MY BOSS 😂😂😂😂
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Reviewed in the United States on September 30, 2025
★★★★★ 4
Baby bumps and bodyguards
Format: Kindle
Dark, emotional, and unexpectedly tender, Not Ready is an omegaverse romance that delivers found family feels, fierce protectiveness, and a very pregnant heroine who refuses to break. Vale’s on the run from a stalker, but lands in the arms of three private security alphas, cue the swoony tension, fake marriage twist, and slow-burn heat.
It’s a little gritty, a little soft, and a whole lot addictive. If you love protective alphas, high stakes, and heroines with quiet strength, this one’s a must-read.
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Reviewed in the United States on December 18, 2025
★★★★★ 5
Strong Omegaverse Comfort and a Attention Grabbing Plot
Format: Kindle
Jillian West never misses when it comes to Omegaverse, and Not Ready is no exception. This story was the perfect blend of cozy comfort and emotional depth while still delivering a strong plot.
Vale is such a powerful heroine, she is strong, capable, and determined but I love that she still allows her pack to love and take care of her. It’s that balance of independence and vulnerability that makes her so relatable.
The relationship dynamics were amazing: Bishop is steadfast and completely head over heels, Mercy is skeptical but protective in his own way, and Holt is the hesitant one whose slow fall is so satisfying to watch unfold.
The romance hits that sweet spot between insta-love and cautious build, keeping me hooked the entire way through. And that ending. Oh my god, the cliffhanger! I need the next book in this duet immediately.
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Reviewed in the United States on August 28, 2025
★★★★★ 5
Interesting
Format: Kindle
So I will say I enjoyed the story, for sure had its moments where it dragged but it was a great story. I really liked that omegas picked their alphas/make the pack. Normally the Alphas make it and the omega fits in with them which is great but I enjoyed this new version where all the power basically went to the omega. It was a nice change of pace. I can admit some of the weird bedroom stuff with her being pregnant was odd, it’s really not hard to do stuff when pregnant (I know I’ve had two and it’s normal and even encouraged at the end especially if you want the baby out). But I like the story as a whole and will read the second, I do hope the next one isn’t dragged bc it stopped being action or tense after she met her alphas and I don’t think it was brought up or properly done when they tried to do it. More sweet after she left.
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Reviewed in the United States on November 11, 2024
★★★★★ 3
I’m a little disappointed.
Format: Kindle
I usually like Jillian West’s books but this one was missing a lot for me. The pregnancy didn’t come across as real. She’s on her feet for 12 hour days but is perfectly healthy at 8 months pregnant? Yet the week she moves in all of a sudden she’s not? She is planning on actually running during one of the plot buildups. But at 8 months pregnant that’s incredibly hard to do. The lack of breathing ability and lung space, the change in body center, mass, and gravity. All of it prohibits running, unless you’re an athlete this didn’t come off as at all realistic.
I didn’t feel any connection with the alphas. There wasn’t any emotional connection. It could be because of the tense it was written in. But I didn’t get any deep feelings out of this. It came across as checking off boxes. Even the spicy scenes weren’t really believable for me. I wanted to see them fall for her, and it just kind of all fizzled. Even Bishop.
One thing I did really like was the ending. I did not see it coming and I’m interested in reading book two because of it. But on the whole this book was mostly disappointing for me.
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Reviewed in the United States on March 16, 2024
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